Monday, December 21, 2009

Ciao!

Monday, December 21, 2009

Someone is looking out for me; the plane did, in fact, arrive! Over an hour late, we boarded flight 293 and landed in Dulles at 9. By 9:30 we were looking for our luggage and by 9:45 we were informed that we must all wait in the baggage claim area for at least 2 hours before our bags would arrive. Twelve thirty in the morning American time, (6:30am in my mind), one of my bags arrived. By almost 1am, I marched passed customs with the promise that my second piece of luggage would be mailed over the next few days. After having traveled for 26 hours with another 2 to go, I was frustrated, tired, and a little teary eyed when I collapsed into the arms of my parents and my grandfather.

Practically delerious with exhaustion, we arrived in Richmond around 4am and I took a scalding hot shower before crashing into my bed, giddy to have actually made it home.

Walking around the house today, I'm already struck by the smallest things: sodas, the dishwasher, heat-control, and a TV. I miss the language, my roommates, and the city, but it is good to be home.

My very first blog began with the the true statment that "I'm terrible at goodbyes." Once I am attached to a place, it is difficult for me to change and I know that there will always be a place in my heart for Siena and my little, worn-down, "character-building" Tuscan apartment.

I think that Italians are on to something when they use "ciao" for both "hello" and "goodbye." It means that the "goodbye" is not forever; it promises to "see someone soon." One day I will return to Siena, I'll talk with Simonetta and fill up on tiramisu gelato. But, until I am lucky enough to go back, I'll say "ciao" to both Italy and to the U.S.A. It's true what they say: there's no place like home.

You knew the cliche reflection blog was coming...

Sunday, December 20, 2009

I have left Italy. Sitting in the London airport with six hours to kill, waiting for a plane that may or may not arrive, I am slowly, strangely, beginning to understand the reality of that sentence. My study abroad semester is done and, if all goes well, I'll be in Richmond tonight.

It wouldn't be right to label this semester as a purely amazing, fantastic, perfect time. Going into such an experience, the idea of living in Tuscany for a semester is nothing but exciting. Everything is new, everything is different, and everything is remarkably idealized. With time, however, the quirks of that beautiful, colorful Tuscan apartment begin to pop up and, what was once labeled "character" soon becomes an annoyance. Such an extended stay in any one place gives a visitor the time to fall into superficial lust, utter disillusionment, and then (hopefully) in contented love with the city, warts and all.

Every moment was not perfect, every bite of food not delicious (though every scoop of gelato was phenomenal). The internet never worked, the toilet paper wouln't flush, adn the showers were cold. There were days homesickness completely overtook me and days I wanted nothing more than the New York subway, a cup of coffee to go, and a drying machine to shrink my jeans. But for all those days, there were twice as many truly amazing experiences and I am fully comfortable stating every cliche phrase to describe the momentous impact this semester has had on my view of the world and on my development as an individual.

I am anxious to see what aspects of "reverse culture shock" most impress me because already, I know that these four months have forced me to grow up (as much as I may have resisted).

There are functional changes: I spent the semester shopping and cooking for myself, I was forced to budget my spendings, I mastered all sorts of complicated forms of transportation, and I did most of this in a foreign language. And there are also more personal changes: I've been forced to cope with difficulties on my own, (though I'll be the first to admit that skype did make mom-advice readily accessible), I've learned a bit of humility by struggling to do the most basic things and begging for patience with my language skills, and I've truly come to recognize and appreciate my blessings.

Siena is a beautiful city and a wonderful place to study. On my last walk through the Campo, the magic of the place really struck me for the first time in several months; it's hard not to become immune to the beauty of the architecture and landscape when you see it every day. I hope one day to return (almost as much as I hope this plane will arrive at 5:00). One more flight, 8 more hours, and I'm home!

A not-so-sentimental goodbye

Saturday, December 19, 2009/ early Sunday, December 20, 2009

Growing up in Richmond, Virginia, I never thought that I would ever say this, but: I HATE SNOW.

After a great night of acting silly and eating the most bizarre leftover combintations Daniela and I could conjur up, I woke up early for a relaxing morning before calling a cab to help me lug my two overstuffed suitcases to the bus stop. Well, last night's beautiful snowfall left the streets of Siena looking like a Winter Wonderland -- great for cozy days drinking coco, horrible for traveling.

As it truns out, cabs do not run in Siena in the snow; an unfortunate fact that I realized around 10am. Instead of the calm, reminisicent goodbye that I had planned, I rushed to get myself together, bounced my suitcases down 4 flights of stairs, and sprinted out the door after a quick hug with the girls.

The hilly, cobblsetone streets of Siena are treacherous enough by themselves; add in snow, an overweight backpack, adn two suitcases twice my weight and you're left with one loud, awkward, unpleasant hike. I'm not really sure why I rushed, though, because the bus was over 20 minutes late (you'd think that after nearly 4 months in Italy I'd learn to not be punctual...)

I met up with Rachel a the station and, after a 3 hour bus ride and a half an hour cab ride, we arrived at our hotel. As we stood in line to check-in, we saw Sarah and Molly (two friends from IES who were booked to depart yesterday) at the desk. Confused, we soon found out that both their flights had been cancelled, along with the flights of two other girls in our program. Not only that, but they were all unable to book new flights until Tuesday.

Immediate stomach sickness set in. Admist the frenzy of checking flights and calling parents, Rachel and I learned that a visit to the Sistine Chapel before close would be impossible, which means I've been to Rome three times and never seen its most famous ceiling.

Then, mid-dinner, I entered into an hour of panic after my mom sent an e-mail confirming that my flight had been cancelled. Somehow, somewhere along the way there was a miscommunication and, after a bit of frantic e-mailing, I went to bed knowing that my flight was still on...but when I woke up the next morning, Rachel's flight had been cancelled. I held my breath as I walked to the airport with Sarah and actually managed to get on an earlier flight to London with the hopes of hopping on to an earlier flight to D.C.

It's about 8am and the plane is gaining speed for take-ff. I suppose my last view of Italy would be a lot more sentimental if I could relax knowing that I definitely have a ride to the states. Fingers crossed!! Arrivederci, Italy!

Friday, December 18, 2009

My last day in Siena

Friday, December 18, 2009

Last night, my apartment hosted a dinner party for all our Italian friends. Lots of food, even more desserts, and several bottles of wine in, the reality of "goodbye" suddenly started to sink to in as we danced and huggd and cried (just a little).

After dinner, we walked through the cold, Christmas-decorated streets of Siena to say our farewells to IES friends. As we booked it back to our warm house, Sarah, Daniela, and I stopped to take one last picture in front of the tower in the Campo. I simply cannot (or maybe will not) believe that it could be years before I see that beloved Piazza again.

This morning I woke up early to help Sarah and Caroline lug their suitcases downstairs and hug them one last time. When the door closed behind them and Daniela and I were left alone, both of us were teary-eyed and a bit shell-shocked: you don't actually believe the semester is over until it is completely over.

It's been great to enjoy a few work-free days in Siena, especially with Andy and his friend, but I think it is time to go home. Without my full apartment to dance and eat with, and without classes to attend and complain about, I'm anxious to see friends, family, and the States.

Today I will visit Simonetta for the last time, return my borrowed computer to IES, and pack my final things. Tomorrow morning I leave for Rome and Sunday at noon my plane takes off. It's a strange few days in limbo, but I know it will only be a stranger few weeks on the other side.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

"Farewell" dinner? But we just got here...

Thursday, December 17, 2009

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

But with final exams come our final days in Siena and last night's 'farewell dinner' (delicious ravioli, chicken, and gelato) was a bizarre experience. Today Andy and his friend Matt are visiting, the girls and I are frantically packing, and the tearful goodbyes are already starting. Still, though, I have not registered the fact that in 4 days I will be on the plane back to the States. I'm not sure this semester will hit me until I'm back in Richmond speaking English and drying my clothes in a machine....

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Spontaneous Dance Break!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

3 presentations, 3 exams, and 3 papers down...1 presentation and 1 exam to go!

The Via Vittorio Emanuele ladies and I took a spontaneous dance break tonight to relax before our last day of finals. Michael Franti and Spearhead's 'Say Hey' is definitely our song of choice and I highly recommend that you treat yourself to 4 minutes of goofing off --

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoaTl7IcFs8

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The streets are glowing with icicle lights, there's a tree in every piazza, and the park across from the bus station has set up a temporary ice skating rink: Christmas has hit Siena.

Tonight, after a day of paniked presentation preparation, the girls and I met Veronika and Mari for some old-fashioned Christmas time entertainment. The park acoss from Piazza Gramsci has been transformed into a Tuscan winter wonderland with a gigantic, fake snowman, a hot chocolate stand, and an enormous slide.

We rented skates for an hour on the mini-rink and, like babies learning to walk, gradually grew more confident on the ice. Miraculously, I managed to stay on my feet the entire time, though there were several moments in which I almost caused a domino effect disaster. As I flew around the rink, (often winding my arms like windmills in an effort to stay vertical) Christmas carols blasted through the speakers and I finally felt that contagious holiday spirit.

After skating, we headed to the Campo where we all ordered hot chocolates. Italian hot chocolate is not like American hot chocolate, but more like American pudding. Delicious, but it requires a spoon.

As I drank/ate my fondente (dark chocolate) and looked out on the Campo, I thought about this semester and the fact that I am down to my last 11 days in Italy. (Warning: from here on out there are going to be a lot of I-cant-believe-its-almost-over rambles) I am sooo excited to get home for the holidays, to see my family, and to get back to my friends at Fordham. There are so many people and things and comforts that I miss that it's sometimes easy to forget what an amazing opportunity this is. I have to continually remind myself that I have most of my life to live in America and only a few months to try out Europe, and that those few months have flown by and left me with just over a week. The time to say "oh I have plenty of time to get there or to do that" is running out and I'm left with the question: where has this semester gone?